But many of those men were braver than I was, were trustworthy, honest and often smiling despite adversity. So much so that I admired them greatly.”He stopped, drew in a deep shuddering breath, as though dreading what he had to say, but he continued, his eyes moving frequently between Jack and Becky, “Those men, once out of the service suddenly became, commoners. Bowed and scraped in deference to the upper crust. Had to be wary of how they spoke to a fine lady, like yourself, Rebecca.I left the service, took up the wine trade, met rich merchants and my shame is that despite how I’d esteemed the men in my regiment, I joined in with the convention of being the privileged class.”Jack had already felt an easing of the tension that had built inside him, he glanced at Becky, and saw her brow wrinkled as she looked back at him.“Rebecca,” Sir Oswald went on, standing up to stretch, pull at his jacket, before settling on the desk once more, “when you came into our lives we’d heard from your. But I could never answer that. At least not with what I was clearly supposed to say. Guilt washed over me like the tide of an ocean. I couldn’t tell her what she needed to hear. Dark clouds hung in my mind as I felt more and more trapped.The trap suddenly released its grip on me. Maybe I couldn’t tell her what she needed to hear, but I could at least substitute it with something I was sure she wanted to hear.“I’m a bad person.” I said, uncharacteristically slowly, my mouth barely spitting out each word, feigning perfectly a state of vulnerability. “When you asked me to go clear the air with Daisy, I yelled at her.”Molly just stared at me, nothing impacting her face. I couldn’t tell what she was thinking, and maybe she too was playing a game of ‘he doesn’t think I know this, how should I react.’ It’s a shame neither of us were English majors; we would have loved the dramatic irony.“I lost my temper.” I continued, keeping up the facade perfectly. “I lose my temper around her a lot. We.
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